But i am not giving her my full...so i dont deserve her

its you who always sacrificed and adjusted to be with that sepcial one but in the end that particular person denies your wish just for that what friends will think about the same person. it makes you feel like a valueless toy...not more than that.

Do you know what made me to lose it....because i expected amd demanded just an extraordinary moment and happiness for me...and for us also(probably).

The moment we spent together were the most beautiful glimps of my life....but now they are not less than a nightmare

Should i literally die or pretend to live?

You will never know how it feels when you want to cry since long time...but you can not cry...and dont know why

Can you feel that feeling when you have hundreds of friends to party...but none to cry